100 Messaggi Lyrics (English) – Lazza

[Verse 1: Lazza]
I beg you, don't start
You know that for me, it's already hard to believe how much you hurt me
But if you had asked me, I would have climbed Everest with bare hands
Even though I hate the cold and suffer from vertigo, I don't care
When you lie, I believe you
I know there are more than a thousand things about me that you couldn't stand
Talking to you is like trying to grasp the wind with my hands
If I had a problem, you told me to talk to someone who knows
I watched everything fall apart as if it were September 11th
Tell me another lie, then a lie, then the truth
It was all madness, but madness is not done for you
I was no longer in my home, not even in my home, just a thousand troubles
I think of David and Goliath, I'll be Goliath, you'll kill me
And I would have let you do it because I was out of my mind
Tell me, when you're lost, what's the point of celebrating?
I smoke these flowers of evil, all that's left for me
Now that I feel defenseless, like a worm at the bottom of mezcal

[Chorus: Lazza]
Forget that you know me, now it's late even if you cry
It's useless for you to distress me, send me a hundred messages
To which I won't reply, I'm no longer capable
I've become everything I hated, and I assure you I don't like it
Tell me if you realize it, we've become grown-ups
Even though I have ten watches, I won't recover the years
Sorry if I won't come back, you don't know how much it hurts me
We made war, but we didn't know how to make peace

[Verse 2: Lazza]
Sad when I thought about it
We lacked everything, even the date of an anniversary
They wrote, "He's engaged" just because I financed
I would give you blood to drink because it's all I have left now
Believe me, it seems impossible to accept that I've said goodbye to you
I'm in a two-room apartment that since I kicked you out seems like a penthouse
Big like double, but without light, as if there were a blackout
I'm not sentimental
Sometimes you opened the door, and I didn't even feel you come in
I wanted you at all costs, but we were opposites just like a pole
Being together is the art of solving problems that I don't have alone
I swear, I don't know who I am anymore, all this bothers me
This man-made world makes me feel like I'm in punishment

[Chorus: Lazza]
Forget that you know me, now it's late even if you cry
It's useless for you to distress me, send me a hundred messages
To which I won't reply, I'm no longer capable
I've become everything I hated, and I assure you I don't like it
Tell me if you realize it, we've become grown-ups
Even though I have ten watches, I won't recover the years
Sorry if I won't come back, you don't know how much it hurts me
We made war, but we didn't know how to make peace